He called this afternoon, but of course he hasn't checked his email in a while. I told him it wasn't a happy email so he'd be prepared. I think he expects cursing and swearing, but words like that are easy to brush off so I didn't bother using them. A part of me wanted to tell him to delete it, but really, everything I said I meant and felt it needed to be said. If we're meant to get together, he'll understand. If we're not, he'll get mad like a child and I'll gradually forget these feelings.
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